I just finished Infinite Jest, and I have questions.
I finished the book early one morning, before the kids were awake. The first thing I did was Google “what happened in Infinite Jest.” The second thing I did was Google “Infinite Jest WTF” and my own blog was the fourth result. Gulp.
I started to read some blog posts and critical reviews, and quickly realized that if I just read what other people think, I’m not going to draw my own conclusions. So, I quickly wrote down my questions and impressions so they’re as fresh as possible. I don’t want to sound smarter than I am because I’ve read a bunch of other people’s thoughts.
(As an aside, 101 Books identifies this, reading reviews before forming an opinion, as a sign that you might be a book snob. Well… I’ve come to terms with my book snobbery, so I’m okay with that!)
This post is for other people who finished Infinite Jest, and, like me, were like “WHAT HAPPENED,” so you’ll feel better; for people who finished it and totally understood everything, so you’ll feel smart; and for people who haven’t read this book, so that maybe you’ll be intrigued enough to pick it up. Despite not understanding everything, I think this is an important book for all of us borderline millennials and, well, everyone. To paraphase DFW himself, this book is about what it is to be a fucking human being.
In no particular order, here are my questions, impressions, thoughts, and feelings upon finishing Infinite Jest. Spoilers, etc:
- What is the significance of TEETH in this book? Off the top of my head, the ADA forgives Gately for causing his wife’s obsession with cleaning her teeth, one of Himself’s films was about teeth, one of ETA staff is obsessed with teeth, Mario is “homo dental” which I don’t even know if that’s a thing, and every time I read “Ortho Stice” I thought of braces. This may seem like a weird thing to fixate one, but it is really bothering me!
- These is a serious lack of female characters in this book. The settings are primarily male: A tennis academy and a drug recovery house, both of which of course have female residents, but are male dominated. The primary females are damaged or physically different – Joelle’s face (both as PGOAT and UHID), Avril’s height, Pat’s limp.
- In DFW’s biography, the author asserts that DFW has major issues with his mom that are manifested in Avril’s character. I never understood what those issues were supposed to be. His mom and their relationship sounded pretty normal. Avril on the other hand… there’s the major denial about the various problems her husband and children face, the numerous affairs, the possibility that she was a separatist operative all along… plenty of issues! A lot of the book is about fathers and sons, but Avril is way more interesting to me than Himself was.
- There’s a fair amount of cross dressing. Not sure what else to say about that.
- There’s a lot to think about in terms of drugs and how we think about them and the people who do them. I support legalization in most cases, and when it comes to pot addiction, I can’t help but think about Bob Sagat’s cameo in Half Baked (worth a Google if you haven’t seen.) But, Hal’s addiction to pot is real, serious stuff.
- I found the Quebec/US political stuff the hardest story line to get into, but by the end, I was loving Remy. He is an agent of the AFR, a Quebec separatist faction comprised of men who’ve lost their legs… surprisingly, it’s his love story, not Gately’s and Joelle’s, that got to me. I love the tension between love as selfishness and love as obligation to another. See also: Mercy Among the Children, The End of the Affair, Love in the Time of Cholera, I could go on.
- WTF HAPPENED TO HAL. In the first chapter, we meet Hal a year after the main action of the novel, and he’s basically non-functioning except for tennis. A tennis savant. My guess was that he watched the entertainment, but for some reason was resistant enough to function at a base level; tennis was so encoded into his being that he could still play, but anything else was shut down. But the accepted theory, which involves drugs and mold (really) is something I don’t think I ever would have figured out on my own. Ever.
- What is significance of chapter two, in which Eredy, a minor character later in the novel, is having a mini anxiety attack as he waits for a delivery of pot? His name comes up again near the end, as Gately notices Joelle is wearing his sweatpants… was Joelle the one he was waiting for in chapter two?
- Why is the wraith of JOI messing with Ortho Stice? Ortho’s belongings and furniture seem to move of their own accord, in increasingly disturbing ways. In a late scene, his bed is bolted to the ceiling. If this is a ghost-JOI, why? Is he trying to get to Hal?
- There’s a scene very early in the novel that kind of explains where the master copy of Infinite Jest was and who ends up getting it, but swear to god I would never have caught on. This is one of the things I read in a blog post after my initial Google search. It also finally brings together the three narratives but I still don’t understand why Gately and Hal had to get together. And was JOI trying to orchestrate it through Joelle? What about the comments he makes to ten year old Hal that seem to hint at where the master copy is, YEARS before the thing was even made? I’m so confused!
- Orin’s pick-up artist techniques were so cringe-inducing!
- There are some great descriptions of a winter storm near the end, and I can’t help but think anything weather related is IMPORTANT and SYMBOLIC (too much Wuthering Heights, probably) and I can’t figure out what this one’s about.
- DFW had many writing tics and eccentricities. I’m not going to comment on all the “and but so” stuff except to say that I’m tempted to use that construction now (but won’t how pretentious would that be?) The one thing that drove me CRAZY was the expression “eliminate [his] map,” which means “kill [him].” It is used by characters across social classes and was so ubiquitous yet never explained… it occurs to me NOW that maybe it’s a reference to how the Northeastern US states were literally eliminated from the US’s map when they were ceded to Canada and turned into a toxic dump.
- WHY did the section on Eschaton have to be so long? Eschaton is a complex game the kids play, sort of like Risk with calculus I ranted about it earlier) and while I think I get the significance of reality vs. media etc., not to mention it’s super important to the plot, I don’t think it had to be pages and pages of abbreviations and equations and what not. I think DFW is just trying to make it difficult… but why? It was the only point in the book that I thought “I can’t get through this.”
- When the perspective shifts to Hal in the first person at the end and it felt off and uncomfortable. I’m sure that was on purpose, but it the hardest part for me to read, next to Eschaton.
- Don is such a great character. He came from nothing and ends up being a hero. Very archetypal in that way. I’m reading a theory where his story is like Hercules (please don’t think I’d come up with that on my own.)
- It’s interesting how abusive childhoods are found throughout and described in agonizing detail – these are the passages that affected me the most – but DFW doesn’t moralize; doesn’t suggest “I’m an addict because of this.”
And that’s just off the top of my head.
The ONE thing I’d like to tell new readers of Infinite Jest is that the end of the book is not the end of the story – the first few chapters are the end. Read the whole thing, then go right back to the start and keep reading. Do not pass go, do not start Googling! There is a ring motif throughout that sort of hints at this. I’m not done with this book either, as I’m now off to read more blog posts, starting with some of my favourite bloggers who’ve read IJ:
If you’ve read Infinite Jest, and especially if you’ve got a review I can read, drop me a line! And ESPECIALLY if you’re a lady. I’m finding the culture around DFW and his work overwhelmingly male, and I’d love to read some female perspectives.